November 7, 2019
This is Carly,On the darkest day of her entire life.
And as you’ll read…
In the next few minutes,She would be convinced it was the last day of her life as well.
Because as she looked through her once youthful eyes, now fenced by fine-lines and age-spots….
…And at her stomach and legs,
Now trapped behind inflated layers of fat and embarrassing cellulite
This was the first time God had given Carly the courage to weigh herself in what seemed like years,
In the hours that followed she was greeted by the now almost daily episodes of piercing anxiety, shame and hopelessness…
…all while being consumed by venomous guilt that she was letting everybody around her down.
And while she often caught her husband looking at other women the same way he used to look at her,
She still tried her best to get her body back by trying every diet under the sun
and exercising for hours-on-end each and every day.But it was on this day… after stepping on the scale,that she finally realized it was all for nothing.So as she sat there, that anxious sorrow she felt for herself…